Suddenly I feel sick of blogger. I have no idea why. I'm just sick of it. The entire concept sucks. LJ is so much better. Wordpress even more so. But I'm stuck here simply because I like all my thoughts in one place, and this blog is like 3 years old.
Then again, I had another blog, also 3 years old, on blogger, and I abandoned it all the same. It's still around, I can still go back to read whenever I want to. But that also meant my thoughts are NOT all in the same place. I can easily do the same thing over again. And shift my internet base to something more superior. livejournal. Or maybe even better, wordpress.
Perhaps, shifting to a superior platform will inspire me to not write as much nonsense as I write here. Which I do from time to time out of a sense of obligation. To not abandon this blog. To write something here.
Maybe.....I'll reach a decision and update. Soon I think.
Life without work once again. As usual, the beginning's relaxing and not too sian. haha. Watched a couple of animes. Did a bit of Japanese. Slept in and slacked the entire afternoon.
Went down to the MICA building at 7pm for a training session for the volunteers of the Singapore Arts Festival. Met Sylvia and Sean...I only know their names since I missed the previous "get-to-know" session. Majority of the volunteers were HWCH people lah. LOL. According to the people I asked, apparently NAC asked the SAP schools but only HWCH responded. They asked RI too...but there wasn't any response. Since everyone there were like JC and youngsters, I assume by RI, they really meant RJC sigh. WHY OH WHY NO RJC PEOPLE VOLUNTEERED? boo. We have a lot of people who care about the arts don't we? Oh well.
So anyway, got this really cool Arts Fest tee...there's a choice between green and purple. Guess which I took. Nope, you guessed wrong (everyone who knows me would guess green haha). I took purple. Haha. I'm surprised at myself since whenever I get a choice I usually take green. But well, I was in purple house in primary school you know. Anyway, thought I have too many green shirts already, shouldn't take green anymore haha. Or maybe I'm just getting influenced by shuyi.
Covered things like jobscope, and the general idea of the festival. Nothing really useful actually, pretty much things I would have read about myself before I go for the volunteer sessions. But at the end of everything, we went to see the Festival Hub. THAT IS WHAT IS REALLY IMPORTANT. The idea behind the installation totally reminded me why I like art so much. Shall elaborate more next time. This requires an entire post on its own man. Nope, this is one post which I will not forget or get lazy to write about LOL.
By the time everything ended, it was around 10pm. Decided to take mrt to marina bay so that I'd get seats. But the train stalled at Raffles Place. Two staff with walkie talkies came running into the cabins and ran up and down a bit...talking in their walkie talkies...before getting this young boy and who i presume to be his family out of the train. The train subsequently got delayed for nearly 20mins I think. Was so curious, almost got out of the train, perhaps to ask the control station what is happening. But I never did, for fear that my seat shall get taken, and the next train might take ages to come. The funny thing is the recording kept repeating that the train was delayed due to a "track fault"...which I doubt was the case. Oh well.
Lucky it wasn't some terrorist attack or something? LOL. Coz when the staff first approached the boy, they seemed to talk about the bag below him or something. Not too sure. Was too far away. Or maybe I imagined it =P
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Been thinking too much these days again I think. Overanalysing even my very own thoughts and feelings. Maybe I should be more happy-go-lucky, haha. And not think so much. Funny how shuyi said I'm more of the happy-go-lucky kind, yet roger and kh (and sometimes mark?) are always saying I think too much for my own good.
The last few nights weren't restful nights. Weird dreams, followed by strange happenings the next day. Sigh. I hope I'm worried for nothing.
P.S. The truefriendtest is completely not accurate now I think. Maybe I should redo it haha. But then I'll have to pester people to do it once again so that the ranking board won't be empty haha! XD
I have so much trouble blogging what I really wanna say these days. After effects of being friends with guys? Sigh. I used to have no trouble at all.
But maybe some feelings, no matter how much you wanna express it, are too embarrassing after awhile. There's also the constant worries of things going wrong. So I guess the desire for some people to read does not triumph the risk of things going wrong upon some people reading. ta-dah. bad language, but that's it.
It's bad to like stuff/people/situations too much. Because losing them would be so scary.
Okay, this is late news...but here it is anyway. I'm shortlisted for NUS architecture interview on the 29th.
It doesn't mean anything. It simply means I'm not pro enough to be admitted straight without interview via the aptitude test (like duh?)...and also that I'm not downright lousy till I don't even get the chance to go for an interview. Bearing that in mind, like 100 over (near 200 maybe?) people get an interview, so it's not really an achievement.
>.< I'm so going to blank out.
Anyway, I come to the office today with several plans in mind. 1) I am going to quit this job. Simply cannot stand her anymore. I'll look for some other job, part time perhaps. Maybe start on that business I've always wanted. Do some stuff before school starts (if I have school that is). 2) Since I'm gonna quit...I might heed kh's advice and say some stuff I really think. But it depends. And I'll prolly not be too nasty. It's not really my nature I think, however fiery I might be at times >.< 3) I'll leave early today. Prep for the interview a bit. Must bear in mind I have tutoring tonight too.
But guess what? She's not here. And I'm not going to be here tomorrow. So...I can't quit/say what's on my mind/ask for permission to leave early. Regardly the last point, I'll just do it without permission. Hmm...shall ask Raymond.
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ok, he doesn't know either. I'll just do it without permission. Sigh, do I tell them I'm going to quit? >.<
Without a job...I need to think about new sources of income. Lots of things that require money. University (if I get in), my cats' sterilization coming 7th, possible business investment, and JAPAN TRIP - the one thing I really really don't wanna compromise on. Yes, no matter what must get enough for Japan rawr.
Ok, first thing in the office for me today is to blog and not mousehunt (no work now). Why? Because I'm feeling damn pissed off.
This is what happened.
Yesterday, she had 2 hours time off. So she asks me to off the radio on the mobile phone, which is connected to our "music-on-hold" system, at 6pm. Which is what I did.
And today she scolds me robotic? Why? Because I didn't off the phone. AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT? Like seriously, obviously if she didn't tell me I won't dare to off right? Like what if it's connected to some recording machine...or worse still connected to the surveillance system or something. What the hell. And now I'm robotic. She thinks she's so clever and everything. Everyone is beneath her. She doesn't do it often, but I heard her scold another colleague yesterday. Made him sound like he's damn stupid. Seriously, everyone must be perfect except for her. And everyone's supposed to read her mind, else we are stupid or robotic. ARGH.
I pity her daughter man. From what I overheard during her rather loud telephone conversations, she probably doesn't like her mum very much. Now I feel like I love my mum to bits. rawr.
It took all my effort to bite my tongue and not confront her about this just now lah.
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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.
random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.
